Old demons

People just see what you give them to see
But they don't imagine what happened to you

You have to explain your old demons too
Those you wanted to ignore
But who are back to let you support
All that the life bring you

You sometimes thought of death
Without saying it
Because all could be afraid to what can happen next
Nor now you retain to express
Your deep sorrows and pains

People didn't understand
The depth you get
Eachtime it is the same things
You feel that you are not accuratly made for this world

Hopefully you have good friends
And you realize that they are afraid
But they care
You feel a bit guilty and at the same time that reassure you
It is maybe just a struggle or a bad time

Do they have to care like that?
Do they understand your old demons inside?
That is what you think when they told you things
Like I feel helpless I don't know to help you

Sometimes you prefer retired
Just for a while
People think you will surfer in silence
But you don't want to break them
With your old demons hidding inside