Just with you

Walking on the sand
Hand in hand
Synchronized breath
A kiss
A I love you

It will be just with you
Happy way to be

You wander in my dreams
You wander when I am sad
With this happy face I remember

I want to tell you
The truth of what I feel
But you are in Berlin
I am in France
1200km from me

Devilish me

I need a good beer and music
I need to smile
My heart inside explode
While I do as it didn't

Yeah fighting
Yeah its easy to say

But do you understand what I feel?

My world collapse
I try to give my utmost to others

I feel loosing my mind
My thoughts as darker than ink
I cannot change what ever was
In my deeper character

Let me be...
Let me be.....

I need a ray of light
An hope and help
My devilish side keep me angry
I get back anxiety
Sometimes I just want to put all away
Saying why me!?

Just let me be...
Let me be...

Even the brave can be defeated!

This is sometimes what happen to the brave

When they fought are tired enough

To think giving up 

Things they fight for!

Only people who got such bad time 

Can understand what I mean!

But happily a friend stand on the road and say hang on!

Because he fight too!

To Lyn

If you were by my side

If you were with me
The life could be different
My harsh feelings could be balanced
My tears could be vanished

The life decided in another way

If you were here
Maybe I don't feel old too much
Maybe a secure feeling can be with me
A sharing a smile
But only one pair of shoes go together
You can't be mine

I shut my heart my soul
Maybe it is a mistake
Maybe it is foolish

But a heart who suffer too much
Hide itself to cry!

Unsecure and fearing

I feel insecure
Nothing can cure
Me
I fear without saying

People...just look at my first skin
The black part of me doesn't exist
Or is just hdding behind a smile

Hypersensitivity
Is my real me

At that time I search balance
Like the funambule on his wire

I try to keep my mind safe
Sometimes dark thoughts engulf me

Some of my friends say hang on
Don't fall

I just feel tired too much
I just think to be safe
I just want to fight
But my body don't

I fear to fall down
To not focus on the wire
To let my dark me take all the place

I just want this nightmare finish YET!