Sometimes it is like this panic attack strikes

Brocken heart
Heavy thoughts
You try to not overthink
But all is as it were before

Again and again
It comes back and forth
Before sleeping
You feel you chest in pain
Your breath get faster
You get a panic attack again

All the sudden
You feel you won't pass the night
Your try to find your sleep back
It is not possible right now
The sudden coming is unbearable
Like you didn't expect that

In the morning you woke up
The next day with a whole body aching
You think alright then lets face it
You struggle with evrything
Even with your thoughts

You realize all is hidden
You realize you are alone with that
You realize you are like a warrior
Fierce and strong under hardship

Days passed

Days passed
But the situation remain
No pain
No gain

Days past
But the light went out of your eyes
after so much cries
and the relentless overthinking strikes again

Days passed
And the summer will come at an end
The cold days will follow
It will be all the same