Monday, December 19, 2016
Where would I be without you?
Sometimes I want to desappear
I am drowing dear
Pain too deep
Where would I be without you?
Sometimes I want to smile
But my heart is heavy like a stone
I am in an in between zone
Too hard
Want to give up
But you are here
Remembering you care
Where would I be without you?
I don't know
Thanks to be here mom ILY <3
Sunday, December 18, 2016
Poem to my american lil sis
♩ ♪ ♫ ♬ ♭ ♮ All for you-Bluntedbeatz ♩ ♪ ♫ ♬ ♭ ♮ ♯
I don't want to loose her
You too
She smile but I know she battle
I cried with her
My...so long time I didn't shed tears with someone
I don't know how you do
To see her come and go to hospital
Lil sis stay strong
She need us to smile and keep fighting
She sometimes say me you get bad time at work
I know it must be intence for you4
You have only one it is her
That raised you up and kept you warm
When you were in bed ill
She is your role model
She is your north
Your confident
It is not blood that create that
It is affection
The deep love a mother give
She wrap me with good words
She miss me as if I met her already
I met her by accident online
As I felt alone
You see my scares are in my head
She connected with me
Her affection has open my heart fully
I accepted to say what bother me
What I want to remember from her
It is her smile and faith
that one day we'll meet again
In a peaceful world free of illness
I don't know if I will do it before...
So please stay yourself
Tell her I love you each and everyday
Before it is too late
To J H-B hey you ...stay strong
Live traces here
I need to live traces here
I need to tell you what I feel
I get overwhelmed by anything
Just stayed all the afternoon under cover
To bear the unbearable
Nights past to dream bad dreams
Feelings up and downs that...
Yeah I feel dysfonctional some days
I feel so sad when all come back like that pain
I let some words go it is better than nothing
Let out what all is bothering me
Some don't care
Others do
For those who do
I will go through
I promise you