Monday, October 19, 2015

Hommage to Pauline

I owe you an explanation
I were sitting behind a pale creature
And you saw me with her many times

I tried to save my beloved to death
She was treated like a beast
By her man the Baron as you know

I wanted to be God
I saw her dying slowly
Of the poison that bring death

O misery
O Heartbreak

I letted her dying saying
Pauline
Pauline



Pauline is a Romantic novel of Alexandre Dumas well known french novelist who wrote the three musketeers

Sunday, October 4, 2015

Romantic poem 16

Despair make me realize
How my life is empty
All I have fought for is gone

I try to keep comfort
In the loneliness

Brocken I am
Brocken I will be

Nothing to hope for
Only a walk in the forest
Where the ivy expand on the trees
Where the light is the one of Fall

I beg you pardon
I beg you because I want to die
In the labyrinth of branchees
In the space of various green
Because you have to go.

Romantic poem 15

My heart exploded
In million of particles
My head feel numb
Even under the trees

I am sad
Deeply sad
The wind slowly blow
I imagine beeing in the seaside
Seeing some ships going out of shores

I want to dream
But cruel is the reality
I will be alway alone on board

I hate me
And feel guilty inside
Why me?
Why?
Why do I have to suffer
To leave one friend?

Till when

Walking in a nomansland
Of dispairation
Maybe you don't see
How I just long after better day
I changed as I grw old
But some of my wishes stayed

I dream of travel somewhere
To enjoy life
I dream of a bubble of peace
A smile on my face

I just wait
I just wait...
Till when

Saturday, October 3, 2015

Romantic poem 14 letter to a friend

My heart is so heavy
That a bag full of stones
Is a good comparision
To let you know
How I feel

I burst of rage
As I try to let you go
My heart bleed silently
Why you
Why now?
Why should I stay alone?
Why should I dream but have the right do let my dreams come true?
I prefer leave you
Not because I don't love you
But as I consider you as my soulmate
The friend I never had before

I know he caught your heart
And than nothing will change that
Pardon me mu dearest
To let you go

Romantic poem 13

Long is the way
To those who wait happiness
Storms of Fall come
Snow of winter come
BUt no light are in front of you

Wishes are just wishes
That go away in the wind
Like old leaves of the trees

You only find comfort in writting
Like if you stand in ruins
Looking for better days that don't come

You wish to die
under this old tress
But you hang on in a ray of light

Romantic poem 12

My eyes are somewhere else
I feel far from here
Just imagine where I can be

My heart brocken just want to live
But this is not the time
My tears went out
My soul surrender

Let me be in Hell
Let me fight nightmares
Frustrated and anxious
Will I die or survive?
WIll I fight or be in peace

Romantic poem 11

The long ray of light pass through the window
I feel numb
I feel useless
But I know it is just my feelings

People more live smile
But my pain remain the same
Life don't bring surch happiness
I only try to survive
Maybe survive is enough

I look at the leaves in trees
I shut my eyes and see me in Berlin
Free of sorrows and pain
However it is just a dream