Thursday, May 17, 2012

L'ombre lumière

Les ombres passent sur mon visage
Et je n'ose exprimer
Ce que je ressentais
Sur cette plage

Ce vide
Cet étrange vide
Tu n'es plus là
Ô toi mes racines
Ô toi mes repères

Ce vide me prend
Me détruit me soumet à l'angoisse du deuil
Que j'écris sur cette feuille
J'écris mais mes maux sont bien plus forts que mes mots

"Exprimer pour oublier"

C'est dur je l'admet
Mais je dois y passer
Pour guérir pour ressentir pour aimer de nouveau

Je dois faire mon deuil
Sur ma feuille

Pourtant je dois faire face *
Sans être de glace

Je dois me battre sans oublier
Ce que tu m'as laissé
Ton courage ta volonté
Parfois je me sens décourager mais
C'est l'hypersensibilité
C'est ce qui me fait

Tu es partie je le sais
Mais pas pour l'éternité
C'est ainsi que soufle dans mon coeur le vent de l'espoir
Et quand je broie du noir
J'essaie de me rappeller
De ton sourire

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Tears' valley

Hidding  to weep
Alone
Its the way to heal what is hurting my heart
I miss you
But the life goes on
Maybe I should say it is ok
I let the matter down!

One tear drop one tear drop STOP lets go!


Beside tears and sadness

Beside tears and sadness
I need time to think about my friends
Everywhere everywhere
To fight to be to live to smile

Beside my smile hide a heart
Full of tears and sadness
Even you think I am fearless and couragous

I am human and my friends help me to hold on
You are the precious gift that god give me
I thank Him for that everyday

Sunday, May 13, 2012

dream and speak it loud!

Ever people think that dreaming is not good. Alright maybe in some case
I can admit it ...but that can help to hold on under stress.


Dreaming at night is the powerfull anti-stress ever ...so...why not dreaming awake? Why not thinking of crazy things why not dreaming and have fun! Let talk about our dreams that let us think about the future!

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

May, 18th, 2010 I love you granny B

You were laying in your bed but you wasn't alive...
You didnt breath
Dad don't want to say you where gone

I remember seeing you my tears drops fall on the floor
Maybe the life was so unfair
You have suffered all your life

I needed you I need you so much
That illness killed you slowly

I hate hospital illness and so on
I just wanna be with you as usual
Hear the ringing bell of the phon
And think is that granny

But now my life is empty
The time gone

You are no more


wandering


I felt comfort in your arms
I have had no fears

You are gone and I feel me empty

My heart is the place where all the demons of love
Write your name

Maybe you havent exist or just in my dreams

Let me be what I Wanna be

I come from the land of the human rights and the democratie
but I really feel me in cage

"All think the same
and change of idea"
One day it is politic matters
Tomorrow it the economic crise
We are manipulate dolls!

But let me be myself HUMAN
Let me choose what I wanna do
Let me loose
Let me be what I wanna be
Let me think and live
Let me be what I Wanna be

I am the freaky girl
Who dare think differently
Not like the majority


Let me be myself HUMAN
Let me choose what I wanna do
Let me loose
Let me be what I wanna be
Let me think and live
Let me be what I Wanna be


"All think the same
and change of idea"
Yesterday we spoke about climate change
Atomic power and a possible war
Tomorow what is ...?


Let me be myself HUMAN
Let me choose what I wanna do
Let me loose
Let me be what I wanna be
Let me think and live
Let me be what I Wanna be

Because I am freaky
I am crazy

Let me be me !!








Lets do it!

Noway to push me outside your way because I will give you a smile.

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Its always that I try to do even... I am sad in fond of me that help to not be depress!
 

Monday, May 7, 2012

Laufen

Ich laufe in den Grass und ich lache! Ich bin froh ohne schlechte Dinge im Kopf.
I habe dir vertraust und dir alles gesagt!

Ich wollte dir danken
Du hast mir gehört !
Du war immer da wenn ich fühlte mich schlecht

Ich danke Gott dass, du da bist !




Feeling better

I am feeling better more powerfull when my friends are around me!
I feel me able to share and to be happy.
Giving and you'll receive!
It is ever what I feel when I can share with YOU!

Requiered asap : my creativity!

Why I can't have my creativity back....
My way of telling what I feel

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Why I can't have the power to fight
To tell that I fear things you ignore
I wanna tell you more
But I hope to tell you one day
With simple word

(The time is coming 
To definitly grabe my deads....)

Come back

Year after year some stars come back the question is why?

For the fans?
No!

For the cash
YES!

Industrial way of doing music let the oldest musicians coming back and get royalties !! They are the
best even they make money....

(my opinion => you don't care right?!)