cotton ball

I feel like in a cotton ball
I hope to find peace in the arm of Art
It help me to go through deep pains
I try to do the same now
When the life stuck
Only art give  me  the feelings of being useful
To someone somewhere

I let fly my words and colors
Maybe in your turn you will find your inner peace
Strength to go ahead
To move mountains

Let you go in the cotton ball of Art
In your turn

I am lost

Where are you?

Me ?

Yeap you

Search till you find me!

....love

So I am afraid of being loved by someone else only him ...was my vibration...
I don't feel my heart beat as if were here by my side now he is married I can't fight this fact...she replace me ...she is his best friend...
I am sincere he was my love the one who will come just habe Nervs and the gold way to persuede me he is the right one

Romantic heart

Horizon

Futur

Sounds different

The life is what it is

Only endure...

Do you see the darkness of my heart?

Am I stupid to share it with you?

Like the painting of the romantic man

Are my words...

Maybe you cannot understand

What that mean to me

Its my best weapons to not give up

I understood that fully before

My life went worse several times

Words were by my side

Maybe you can't understand

What I express and I don't ask you to do that

Only don't judge me

Little you

...do it like 

You never did before

Staying in peace while the life goes on

Never interprets things

Only surf the wave

Be honest and true

Try to say what you have to say

Care about your scares gently

Find your energy back to get new projects

Only be the little you

You have weight

You are someone great

Be sure it is so!

My aunty susie

She is ever here to me
Like a blessing from heaven
She is a pretty lady

She gave me so much care
And pay attention at me
Through age and nationality
We have similar interests
Languages travel spirituality

She is like my real aunty
We met in winter 2009
I just remember that her peaceful blue eyes
Looked at me with a huge smile
And how she naturally spoke with me in French

We went through hardships
Each others even faraway
-Almost 700 kilometers-
She got a brockenheart
We got the same feelings

She want to get my dark eyes
As I love her blue eyes
I want her peacefullness
Her courage
Her faith
Her smile

At that time I miss her


Ich werde Tapfer sein Tante Susie!! Du hat mir ermutigt!

Saying the truth

Every people say that in bad situations we are able to go through.
Maybe I am attaining what we call own limits.
I try to find balance and happiness
What a hard matter

I try to c omfort me
I try to encourage me

 Nothing can erase my bad feelings

 I am like a zombie
A shadowshadow
None else to help me as myself

I just hang on reading some quotes like this one

To let go

In the Mountains
The noise of anger and pain are gone
Fly over the sky
Till God catch it
 I imagine His huge hands
Taking my Sorrows
Searching to quiet my heart
He saw my tears
He know what I feel
In every prayers I told him all that I feel extremely tired
None can hear me like him
He understand my complexity
I found peace in His arms
When no human could understand me
I feel alone behind my fights
I felt I was nothing
The only thing I can do
Is to find peace and smile
Get my head up
Behind the life's hardships
By helping people to make their life happier