I walk

I walk
Walk on the riverside
this riverside where all my dreams are hanging
Hanging in these river
these river which end in the ocean

I walk
Walk and don't find my path
My path will come
Come to be true
True sharing with someone
Someone kind and loving
Loving me

Flying love

The love fly
Sometimes it is like a lullaby
A fairytale which end with tears

The love fly
Hurt and then it is solved

Love is like wind
Which ever come
And go

But one day you will catch it
Because the life bring wind
Whenever and whatever we need

If write

If I write it is for you
To help you to endure
Nothing can heal your heart
Hurting by love
But showing kindness
It's the best thing I can do to you
To give you the power to go ahead
To have a smile

To you

June's award to the poem Love hurt ect

 Dashboad say : 13 views plus 2+ from Google thank you

 http://ecrireautrement.blogspot.fr/2012/06/love-hurt-ect.html

No way to dream

I dreamed
But I can't fullfill what I plan

I dreamed
But I can't say if I plan something

I won't dream anymore!

Hesitating

I hesitate what to do I havent the results to go to master and I am really stressed.
I am so stressed that I hesitate to believe that I can have a place in my university
and I am not sure that I can follow my studies any more. I am really angious and
I ask me where is my way?
I hope I can find it ...but I am not sure of nothing. :(

European soccer cup : Semi final Germany versus Italy

Power to fight

I am not like Ali
But I have the power to be me
To express myself
To fight against the life

I just get a fist with my words
I am proud to be that unknown poet

I ever fight against me
Writting my feelings

I never get down
Without a thought
To those who are empowered by my words
I thank God to give me freedom
To use my mind to reflect
To open it and have some respect
To those who hasn't power anymore

I just get a fist with my word
And I will use it till the end
'Cause the life goes on even pains

Waiting an answer

Today I am stressed for one reason at university they decide if I can be postgraduate in french as foreign language field. I know that year wasn't a huge year (really a soso year) but I hope to do better to my postgraduation. I am able to do that! I love teaching and I want to live abroad as a single woman ! Nor two years and then work!! God that will be so challenging and also so interesting ! How to teach my mother tongue as a foreign language that is a challenge! In my familly the women till my grand ma we have that in blood. Grand ma dreamed to be a teacher but the school at that time was really expansive to be a primary school teacher. My mum assist a teacher in a special class where the children have many difficulties to learn how to read or count (call in french CLIS). I want to teach young adults in a professional way and also maybe adults who need to learn french to work! Since 3 generations we have that as vocational way maybe others have one profession in familly! My bro work as mechanics and mum told me that someone in familly did too!

Reassure a friend!

Don't juge those who are down
They have power to surprise you
They are strong enough
But they think they aren't

I am sure you have one friend
Who ever be depressed
Know that all could have that one day
Just tell him he can do it!

Pariser Platz: Black and Black answer

Pariser Platz: Black and Black: I'm here alone without anything I'm sit down on the floor all is black in the air there are nothing on my way I begin to suffer i have...

You get to be black
You have to be strong
We a friends nearby you
I know exactly what disturb you
But I will be by your side
I don't let you down
I know what you live
Your are strong small sister
You will go though

<3 <3 sam je t'aime tu le sais sans toi ce serai pas pareil

Bailla conmmigo

Give me you hands
And bailla conmigo

I love when you dance
You are not the same man
Don't stop to me

Just give me your hands
And bailla conmigo

Let me be your love
Let me stand by your side
Let me be me
With you

Give me your hands
And bailla conmigo

As all say love can be
Demonstratein simple move
Like in South america

Tell me you love me
Give me you hands
And bailla conmigo

Today i made my first video on youtube!!

I smile with my friend Dian and I made my first youtube video but that was a real adventure!
Dian said to me so cool hahaha I have had so much tremolo in my voice I need to have more experiences of youtube vids.

To Dian happy happy day :))))) june sis ^^

A song remind me you

I saw you with her
You cannot imagine
How I was surprising
And so uncomfortable

All my memories were coming into my head
Now a song can remind me how I loved you
I think none will replace you
Maybe I deny that love wasn't for me
Maybe I loved you too much time
But that protected me from all what I could do
To myself
Loving you was the best thing in my life
And I thank god to all he gave me in compensation
Friends Travels Happiness
Forgetting you wasn't easy
But now I am satisfied to what I did

Now my life is free


To B "I wish you the best with your wife"
Hearing I miss you from Coldplay

Grand ma'

2 years you are no more
You miss me a lot
Sadly I did see
When you were by my side
That you was so important
Now tears come when I think to you
And I know no one with replace you

IF you dare love me hear that song its all about me and you!

Free Free Free

Free Free Free
I am free
To be me

I don't care if you see me
If you love me
I will resist till my real love come
You are just a friend
Don't look at me so

Because I am Free
Free Free
To be me

I am walking
Nearby you
I see you like a friend
Not as a lover
Would you understand
That I am not to you?
Would you understand
That I want to live somewhere else
As in our Homeland
Please forget me
Please let me be free
If you love me

Because I am Free
Free free
To be me



TO E.   
"god I just want to hide don't touch me with your eyes guy I have no intention to love you...."

Guessing too much !

Sometimes
I feel sad guessing god
If my decisions are the best in my life
After seeing back
I say to myself yeas
What I did bring me things
That I never expected before

What a mess when I ask me too much questions

Love hurt ect!

Love hurts ect
part of life
make you strong as steal
Love matter burn mind and soul

Love hurts ect
But sis what make you more powerful
Is like a treasure
If you don't battle
Love will give you hurts ect

Stay like you are
Stay my funny friend
Stay who you are

Because Love hurts
Give scares
But we have always the head up
Proud
Proud
To be someone !!!

To my kristyn don't worry

Touch my heart now

Come dear
Come
Let me love again
Don't wait to long

Come dear
Come
Let me love you

Touch my heart now and forever

I feel so lonely
So hopeless
I can't no more beeing myself without love

Come dear
Steal my heart
And I will be yours 

Make it carefully

To be confident with the other
We must to make it quietly

To be good friend
We must have time
We must share a lot
We must not deceive eachother

I never think all we did will be brocken
And I consider you are right doing so
Because Friendship need time to grow

to 杨彦娇

Please do it !!

Pariser Platz: Kingdom of my heart

Pariser Platz: Kingdom of my heart:

Tribute to my friend and sister sam thank you dear 

342 views later after 62 posts 3 months posting here

Following the river

Peace endless peace
I can feel it
When I follow the river
Trees water farway from the noise of the town
Let me dream
I smile having the feelings that
All my sorrows are away
I sing along songs with people
Because I know water
Is the most precious gift of the world
I thank god to have in my town two rivers


Because my university is nearby the Loire river and i love walking there :)

This piece of the 3rd symphony of Beethoven called EROICA inspire me to make a new booklet

 (Hong Kong Chinese Orchestra EROICA 3rd Symphony of Beethoven)

Writing but without music impossible to me. I am a youtube user and one day I discover that
reorchestration of the master piece of Beethoven 3rd symphony EROICA that gave me a idea to a new poems booklet. I hope to release it this fall :) wish me luck !!

The myth most beautifull Love film I ever watched

This film is made of flash back btw nowadays and the past because of a medaillon that jackie chan characger find
 the spirit of the movie is esthetical and around love.

Must be watch!!

I dedicate this song to K.W

Just ...a sign of you

Sometimes I wish a sign of you
Where and who you are
Only God know the time the hours when you will come

Sometimes I wish just a sign
To love again

Maybe you are near me
But I don't see you
Maybe you are there

Writting to you

As you ask me I will follow this way no matter what happens in my life
Cause I know you read all  what I post here
And you feel I understand you
I not only the laughing girl you know
I also try to be loyal and nearby my friends
That is why I will go on
And write because I need it too


To K.W sweetheart hold on !

Walking on the street

I am walking  in some streets I use to go
I see you I find you cute
But your girlfriend is by you side

I am walking somewhere on this street
And I find me so stupid
To be without goals

Walking in some streets I use to go
I loose myself
Crying after love

But there are so much things to do
Somewhere else

No motivation

I am not motivated since these last few days WTF really I feel me really depressed not in my head but in my body. Cure all must be the solution caring friends ok but ...what the matter if I think I am nothing (really bad bad thoughts) I forget to move to act to behave. A friend of mine told me why are you not taking part of our talk ...we were about 12 people in the same room. I just reply to him because I don't say nothing...I want to be quiet (normally I am a talkative person ) and observe the others acting. My friend give me a eye blick what means :' I understand you are not going well'. I just try to check what I am what I ever want to be and what I will be. Creepy isn't it? 25 years old and nor in the teenage crise ...that is hard to cope with ...so my lack of motivation remind me who I was 7 years ago : Fragile, dark minded and with the feelings none can understand me! God it is really hard to go through that. But maybe you can understand what I mean in that post!

Crossing the road

I have had this feelings that the life is this long way
But not so long when there is  a crossing
And new people to walk with

Some others met before miss me a lot
But all time when come back
They are with me

That is why I love the crossing in my road

That is the way I ever think

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Darkest side of myself

I ever hid the part of myself where weakness are the most visible. Don't ask me why. Maybe because
I hate to have it. Surrounded by my own perception of the reality I forget easily that friends go trough the
weakness of their friends. They ever understand and never judge. They are here in case of you need a caring attention to weep or to say all what comes in your mind. I remember some of my friends just hearing me sharing a lot with me at high school. I never find that after... But they are by my side they know how I am how I was ...our friendship was the best things I ever had there are nor here ...in my LIFE to help me to protect myself of my darkside

TO Aude and Audrey vous êtes toujours là pour moi je vous adore <3

I will safeguard my love

I will safeguard my love
In the deepest corner of my heart
Till I can see you again
You are the most important for me

I will safeguad my love
In the deepest corner of my heart
Don't betrayed me

Now I am sad to leave you so
Remember that I will safeguard my love for you


To K.W be strong dear sister

smile a illness x)

Smiling is infectious,
You can catch it like the flu.
Someone smiled at me today,
And I started smiling too.
~Author Unknown

Save me

Come dear
Save me from sadness
Give me power to fight

If I know you love me
That will give me the power
To build my life
Just to be with you

Come dear
Don't wait
Save me from sadness

Save me save me
Come please...

Remember...

Remember you the sight
Eachtime you saw him
The time where all was different
When he was nor free

Remember you your heartbeat
Eachtime you saw him
Now you remember that
Which a kind of sadness
Because you know she stole him to you

Remember you
The time when laying in your bed
Your eyes speak to him only

Remember you
The time now is gone
You miss him and sometimes don't want to remember
But to be safe doing that is important

My soul wander in the countryside

My soul wander in the countryside
Asking why all goes wrong
The nature remember me that
The life is not like a straight way
There are so many ways to go in the same direction

My soul wander in the countryside
Thinking I am the last to do all these normal things
The nature remember that
We must take time to do things

Battle to win

Who told you that you are not the best one
None is the best
But we can ever do you best
In our life

We have a battle to win
We must shut our heart to these sally things
That people can say or do
And prove them that you are one who has qualities
All  life long

We are warriors
We have battle to win
NOT TO LOOSE

To my winda :* with love

Writting

I write
Why
I don't know
I need to write
Maybe it is too violent to you

Explain me why the only reason I write
Is to stay alive?

This is the gift that let me my grand ma

I wrote one day a poem
Layed on my bed

I didn't know the power of words
With time I knew it

Sometimes when I am bored
When something let me sorrows
I write
Only to deliver my feelings
To not staying with this
To free my mind
Maybe be you won't care
Maybe be you will fear what I will say
But its better than I safeguard that for me alone...
With my words here I safeguard myself
Of all what I can feel which can be extremly hard

Est ce que tu m'aimeras?

Est ce que tu m'aimeras avec tout ce qui me fait
Est ce que tu m'aimeras avec mes peurs et tout le tralala
Est ce que tu m'aimeras avec mes défauts

Est ce que tu m'aimeras pour ce que je suis
Est ce que tu m'aimeras pour toute la vie

Est ce que tu m'aimeras pour ce qui fait que je te plais
Est ce que tu m'aimeras?

The way

Straight crossing
Crossing straight
Walking ... anywhere to go
Lose in the world
Dark minded soul
That never knew
That tears can be replaced by smile

Straight crossing
Time to loving
Straight time to stay

Straight crossing
Crossing straight
 Where are my goal of before
Flying in the sky
No way to rich it

Straight crossing
Crossing
Leaving
Going in another place
With others
Straight the sight seeing to the right
The place of the futur

The way I take
I don't know where I will going
This way is made of crossing and straight time

The way I take is what I do of my life
Not what you decide to me 

Les joies éphémères

Le matin les néons bleus de la nuit
M'emportent vers l'infini
Tout mon être sent que c'est éphémères
La mort nous atteint...
L'amour nous retient
L'amour parfois s'en va
Et revient
Les joies sont éphémères en ce monde
Il faut juste savoir les saisir

Pages Blanches

La mort
M'a empéché de m'exprimer
Elle me fait peur
Parfois je l'appelle
Parfois elle m'a laissé des pages blanches
Mais je souhaite exprimer
Des choses enfouies cachées
Que je ne peux pas dire sans que l'autre aie peur