You are not here

I wish you could be right now with me
But you don't

I feel hopelessness and usefulness

How were the days when my heart has thrilled?
I didn't remember the days of old
Only the hurting and cruel reality

I am lost in a world you cant imagine
I will deceive people
Because you see me smiling

My world is full of dark thoughts
Where death are called when nothing rassure me
There are words poems and dreams
There are words poems and endless loneliness

My power reside in my will
My power reside in me

But my freedom is in your power
Of beeing mine forever
Nevertheless you are not here