Wonderful fear

My wonderful fear
Let me wake up in the middle of the night
My cheat move faster

Calm down said my brain
My body do the contrary
My eyes are full of tears

My wonderful fear
Let me feel me insecure and alone
I can't describe what I feel to people
I prefer praying God the only one who can understand me

I can shine fine
But inside I feel dying
I do my best to fight
To stay positive
When people speak of hurtful matters
At that time I miss some friends
To get a shoulder to cry

My wonderful fear
I promise you to fight and win
I won't wake up in the middle of the night to cry
Because I want you away