Writting

I write
Why
I don't know
I need to write
Maybe it is too violent to you

Explain me why the only reason I write
Is to stay alive?

This is the gift that let me my grand ma

I wrote one day a poem
Layed on my bed

I didn't know the power of words
With time I knew it

Sometimes when I am bored
When something let me sorrows
I write
Only to deliver my feelings
To not staying with this
To free my mind
Maybe be you won't care
Maybe be you will fear what I will say
But its better than I safeguard that for me alone...
With my words here I safeguard myself
Of all what I can feel which can be extremly hard