Waiting an answer

Today I am stressed for one reason at university they decide if I can be postgraduate in french as foreign language field. I know that year wasn't a huge year (really a soso year) but I hope to do better to my postgraduation. I am able to do that! I love teaching and I want to live abroad as a single woman ! Nor two years and then work!! God that will be so challenging and also so interesting ! How to teach my mother tongue as a foreign language that is a challenge! In my familly the women till my grand ma we have that in blood. Grand ma dreamed to be a teacher but the school at that time was really expansive to be a primary school teacher. My mum assist a teacher in a special class where the children have many difficulties to learn how to read or count (call in french CLIS). I want to teach young adults in a professional way and also maybe adults who need to learn french to work! Since 3 generations we have that as vocational way maybe others have one profession in familly! My bro work as mechanics and mum told me that someone in familly did too!