Get enough

I feel 100 time  more than normal people specially when we speak about emotions.

I burry them in me feel inside without saying a word. I sometimes feel lost and I dont wanna live.  Hypersensivity is something you can cure with mess... You only have to  say you are so and a knowledge the time when it comes.

I write some gothic poems and read gothic books like pauline from dumas. I felt like this heroin slowly dying try to fight to what get sense for her. I do as well tough time are nor on my way but I wanna have peace and happiness. But nothing come... Only despairs remain deep. That hurt too much I do my best to get smiles even I know my heart ache. But it is foolish to behave so...

What can I do?

I dont see me like I am in reality and some of my friends try to show me the way I am. But failure let me angry and very sensitivity.  I lost and lost again... What should I do to recovery to find me back?

Life is the key

Life is the meaning
Life is the key

Having Good friends in time of trouble
Having nor the will to stay alive
Having the right to be
Having  the right to breath and smile

Life is the meaning
Life is the key
When you search to get happiness
But struggle to find it

What I want

Reaches affection 

Reaches love and hapiness

Is this too much to me? 

I want your arms 

I want your soul

But you are not real 

You are just a dream 

I feel so sad

Doubting about me a hundred time

Saying why while staying in the fog

Saying I am to old to play love again

I feel not feminine

I feel not so lovable 

Only a human being lost in the love's sea 

Love

My heart beat rang the time
Where love is back
But I don't want to make mistakes

He is older than me
He make mistakes
Am I ready?

I feel that one can love me
Breaking thoughts inside my head
And a woe I do to God will ended soon

Why do I love his daughter like my sister?
Why do I hesitate that much?

Love
Love letted me broken

Why should I trust tQhis one more time?

No more light in my eyes

There is no more light in my eyes
I lost hope
I lost happiness

There is no more light in my eyes
I am down to the ground
But nor alive

There is no more light in my eyes
My body is full of scares
My heart run fast when... I fear

I am no more the couragous warrior
But inside of me anger burnt

Writting

Writing is giving a part of your heart
Trusting others to understand what you mean
Writing is telling the truth your mouth can't say
Hoping people won't judge you

You know when you are free
When writing is no more evident communication skills
You know when you realize how far you went
That save your life

They care 2

You won't be alone 

They care 

They know the pain you express by words

You won't be alone 

They read some lines

They realize who you are 

How the anger entered in your heart and why

You won't be alone 

Even you cry 

Your friends are here to help

To cover you of a soften cloud

Your sadness is heard when you don't speak

When the life is hard 

When you fight 

When you wanna give up

They care 

They warm your heart

They pray and let you smile

They give you their words

ILOVEYOU like a banner to help to stay alive

To my friends thks a lot for the help 💖💖💖💖