Do you know

Hey
Do you know
Sais tu?
All what I have done
All what I have made
All what I have realized
Till now

Do you know

I am sure you don't
I am not sure you realize
That my warrior temper saved my life
That my strong temper was here to help me
That is why I write and create
You can't imagine the black storms that I lived

Do you know

When my heart was heavy
Only a paper and a pen saved me

Do you know

Me by heart
So that you are not afraid to be with me anymore
What do you expect from me?
I just hope to forgive and to be forgiven
Is it that much to ask?

Eyes of a survivor

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What I see is what you could have seen
But I stay alone
Without you

I could use many words to say
What I see and live to you

I want to travel 1000 times in plane
I want to visit each beaches of the world
I want to love and be loved
I want to enjoy life deeper than I did before
Only because I live for two

What I see is what you could have seen
But I stay alone
Without you

I could use many words to say
What I see and live to you
Knowing that you won't read them
But I don't care
I prefer telling expressing what my heart feel
To heal my wounds

To my twin brother Hugo

Dream of blue seaside

Cockle Beach, Tasmania, Australia

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I wander from beaches to beaches

I wander because life is empty

But I dream of blue seaside

I am just in my bed taking a rest after my breakfast

I dream 

But it is not sufficient

O how I miss the freedom of travelling

Why couldn't I just see this beach?

Take a flight far from here

I wander from beaches to beaches

I wander eyes shut 

It is not real 

But it is better than facing reality

Come to Miami Beach

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Do you need to stay?

Do you need to struggle?

Just shut your eyes and go there

Where the life will be different 

Let it fly

Don't forget to smile

Eachtime that ache

Remember life and celebrate it

Let it fly

When your mind guess why

Under a steal mask fight

Let it fly

When your mind don't want

Strive to say I will

And come to Miami Beach

In your hands

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In your hands you have you futur
In your hands you have words' flow

In your head run slowly dreams
In your head are the will to be free of sadness

You fight against everything or everyone on your way
That don't bring you balance

You smile even your heart ache like a fool
You know that people won't hear you

You will bewhat you want
If you know that In your hands
There is Gold

Dreaming

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I dream to be on a beach

Around a fire 

In the morning taking sun

Let all go for just one minute of happiness

Hearing the wind and the waves 

Knowing the flux and reflux of the sea

Seeing a sunrise each morning

Dreaming 

Dreaming

Waiting better when?

 When your life seems to be a heap of ruins

I just dream

To support silently the time that flies

And the no-solutions answers

Night troubles

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You said me to not worry about anything but how could I do that now?

My heart stay in a corridor no way to move

No way to project the future

I am trapped in the darkness I am trapped in the vortex of sadness

Maybe will come soon or later the madness

I try to enjoy writing painting expressing 

But I search the meaning of all mechanical things I do 

In the night troubles come

And I didn't find sleep

I try till 3 am this morning

Tell me how to do when you ask yourself why to fight 

You just wait and what

You just try to stay on the edge not falling

That can be harder than you think

I try to smile saying anything

And then the second after tears come 

Nothing can help me more

Than a hug or a shoulder of a good friend

After a bad night

 

Blurry look

I beg you to tell me
How to find sight again?
I am lost and tired
You are neaby me since a moment now
Tell me why I got a blurry look on my life

Some say it is because I don't focus on the positive side
Some others say that I am depressed

Tell me how with all this could I construct something
Without a back up
You were the only one to say I will be here for you
You comfort me when I felt sad that I  count no more

I try to be someone with a clear side
I try to realize what my heart wish

I only understand how some misunderstand me
I really prefer to go in my bubble
What would you do to restore yourself?


That is why each time I feel low
I let my words flow
On lines
And maybe you are one who can understand
Under them there are each tears that was poured down alone

to Marie.T 

It is nothing

I want to hug you
Telling you I love you
Nevermind you are nearby
I don't care what people say

I want to hug you
Reading smiling with you
On a beach on a train on a plane

On the otherside of the planet
Australia India Cambodgia

My mind wander
My eyes are shut
What is wrong with me today?

It is nothing just a small break
It is nothing just a small break

I dream to travel
I dream to smile and feel good
To archieve my dreams with you
I will dare to say I love you

I am in the land of all possible
It is nothing but just a safe small break

In a down

In a down
What is wrong?
Only time that is needed to recover
To slow to slow for your hunger

In a down
What is wrong?
It is you when you consider me that ill
When I struggle to see the light coming in my life

In a down
What is wrong?
It is important to smile
To think positive
I just want actions that don't come

In a down
What is wrong?
This is probably the way you see me
I am fighting and you don't see anything
I have left many dreams behind me
Did you notice it?

Did you notice it?