LEDGEND STORY 3: thinking of one lover left behind

My love I'll be back to save you
Wait me till I come back
Don't loose your hope
The war has no power against us
The violence separate us
But I know I will be back to save you
I left the country with 100 men
I will return with 10,000 from Avalon
To show our enemies our power
Please wait for me
Please stay patient
I will be back
And I won't break my promise to you
I will avange you
I am on my way under moon light
Avalon is nor faraway
I hope to have the favor of the king
To receive an army
I hope you'll be convince I love you
And I will save you returning from Avalon

LEDGEND STORY 2: Time goes memories don't

In my way to Avalon
I know I will find what I search
I know I will forget all bad deeds of enemies
I will show strength courage and endurance
My life begin yet

From shadow to light
From despair to courage

Giving the light sparkles
Giving bad memories a place to remain
Letting the time take place
But never changing who I am
Never changing who I am

LEDGEND STORY part 1: The hero of Avalon

In the shadows a hero rise up
He has to transform his anger
He has a to fight
His demons his fears and weaknesses

In the way to Avalon
He will find friends and help
He won't be alone
He will face trials and fights
But at the end he will find peace
Faraway from the honors of the king

Collapsing

I feel a deep sad ache
I don't know where it come from
Just a hard time

But I feel my heart bit
I wanna cry
I wanna shout
I wanna punch my wall

I feel angry
To miss some friend
I feel sad and messy
I am strong outside
Inside my world has collapsed many time

I search a way to express
This innermost violence

Sometimes I think I wanna dye
But the life tell me the contrary

I dream of an ailleur
Where no ache and pain exist
Is that real ?
Am I alive?
Yeas the pain is here
Not faraway from my heart

Don't give up because I won't!

I just wrote this sentence in an email. At that time I was hopeless and very sad. I commited to one cause and  to some people who cannot receive good things to themselves. I have battled without result and I surrendered. Too much tiredness indeed feeling that my promise won't stay true.

While a friend miles away from me was so anxious to her proper child who got health issues. He is know fine. I felt me selfish. I didn't ask things I felt something wrong...but didn't ask for it.
I respect silences waiting that we can give me a place to express my self in their inner rooms.

She said that my sentence has streghtened her so much. She try to give to my spirit a positive way. I felt warm crying as I felt me so sad. She read my blog she'll recognise herself. Thanks a lot dear your words came to me in the right time!!!

I don't know her in real but I hope one day...I can hug her 😊😊 saying I didn't give up don't you?

to L.M 😙😙

Me

I am just someone in a path
I sometimes felt lost and unhappy
I battled to find that sparkle of light
But I couldn't sometimes

I am who I am
Fragile but caring
Worrying but acting
Sad but smiling

I realized how many just look at my surface
And forget to go deeper
That hurt me to say my weakness
But I can't hide it all the time

Feeling missing something

I am thinking of you
I feel I miss something great
I wanted to make you comfortable
But I know you can't be at ease
You do your best as I do

I feel you so far
I don't know you that much
But a strong feeling came to my mind
I want you to smile thinking I am nearby
Hidding behind walls that we didn't create

My words are flying to you hoping you won't forget me
As I don't forget you

To M.D

Another

Another way to see the world
Another time to smile
Another time to meet a friend

Another time faraway from doubt
Another time of happiness
Another time of satisfaction

No more tears
No more loss
No more anger
No more personal violence

Just a time full of positivity