Sad feelings can't be ignored a long time

I read in a book the way you say it
It is welcome badly by others
But it is maybe be better to know the ache of a friend

If I ignore my sadness
How could I heal it?
If I smile when I just want to cry
If the time let me be mad of things I cant solve
If the day came where the life made a stop

For one moment I ignore the pain
To write that my devilish me
Is just the way to say I have to struggle
Maybe I cannot tell
I know you will fear to me

The Mighty one care
And know my ache
He will make me strong
I try to let go