Routine

I am in a routine. I dunno how to break it life don't give me opportunities so I do my best. I am in a way where I can wait surprise...I just meet new and old friends recently. I was knocked by the life but I faced it several times so one more time...becoming usual by me.

At that time I just feel sad ...I want to let everything go...or finding my way because for instance :-\ I need to find balance to go ahead...

I am only in smog ...what to do or what project could I do...maybe tired tired to remember my dreams my goals I want to set me free of my bad ideas about myself this useless feelings I want to find my happiness...I want to meet wonderful people...