Pressured

The light increase
The emotions decrease
Chest tears
Short breath
Too much stressed say my doc'

I feel today pressured
I want to let flow this anger
Due to contrarieties

I feel discomfort
I don't know how to say
It is uselessness
Which ever knock at my door

I have had to let go some friends
Some dreams some idialistic thoughts

I feel dying inside
I hope I can hold on one more year
In the chaos of myself

Dark outside
Don't mean you are depressed all time

I just want a solution asap
I am tired and nerdy to wait
So black cloth let me be comfortable
And quiet