Don't give up

Don't give up they said
Are they in my mind to understand?

I feel till a longtime a useless person
I feel hard to hear I want to be happy
As if I don't myself
(So let me down
Let me down who cares now?)

I try to hang on
Till when?

I don't care about My future because It is blurry
I don't want to make that much of plans
To feel that all will be good as trash

I try to hold my mind in small things
But I also guess in what ways that helped me?
I guess my heart is so heavy
That none of them want to be with me and help

I need warmth and delicacy
But they are far from me
I am sure you don't realize
But I don't care
I cannot forgive you now

But maybe later it will be too late
It will be too late !