A drop

Emotions-Mattia Cupelli

A drop
One drop
In the ocean of tears

I am maybe selfish
I am maybe dreaming
I am maybe what you hate
But I fight like hell
To try to not going down

A drop
One drop
In the ocean of tears

I search my twin brother at every corner
I feel alone without him
But I usual I will do without him

A drop
One drop
In the ocean of tears

I smile
But inside some little things are brocken
I just try to wound
Maybe I don't need you
Or maybe I need you

To shed
A drop
One drop
The ocean of tears

I know some will be here
But you probably won't

A visit

Waves-Mattia Cupelli

I letted you near a tree
And yesterday I paid you a visit
I observe that this tree is dead
That worried me
But I remember the cowslips
That smelled the perfume of early Spring
With rain shower that monday afternoon

I just paid you a visit yesterday
As If you were in the paradize
Nearby the appel and peer trees

The life has suddenly changed
When you enter my world
When the breath of life I am
Discover you were not by my side all this time

I feel like a large wound
That is not healed yet
This emptiness deep inside
The search of someone to replace you

I letted you near a tree
When I will come back the years will be past
My wound will heal
I will be happy
I will be happy

ANYMORE-MESS UP-MY HEART

Lullaby II-Mattia Cupelli

I wish you were here
But you lost your way
You are not with me

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I am fool but I search your help and protection
And maybe be

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With some of my friends because of you
I also sometimes feel calm as you were ever with me

You are in my heart
You are in my heart till then
I just try to heal
But only writing help
To give you your right place
In a warm place called

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Prince song

 Take me with you-Prince and The Revolution to Purple Rain movie 1985

If I could have write it
If I could have meet you yet

Where when how?
I don't know

I just want you now
I am sure you are not far

Who are you?

I don't know

I can hear this song during hours
And say why is that not happening?

Don't give up

Don't give up they said
Are they in my mind to understand?

I feel till a longtime a useless person
I feel hard to hear I want to be happy
As if I don't myself
(So let me down
Let me down who cares now?)

I try to hang on
Till when?

I don't care about My future because It is blurry
I don't want to make that much of plans
To feel that all will be good as trash

I try to hold my mind in small things
But I also guess in what ways that helped me?
I guess my heart is so heavy
That none of them want to be with me and help

I need warmth and delicacy
But they are far from me
I am sure you don't realize
But I don't care
I cannot forgive you now

But maybe later it will be too late
It will be too late !

Not in the norm

I don't really of not beeing on the norm
Imposed by a society which explode
I am not abnormal
Only not going in the same way as others

I try to create a new world
I try to be part of an unseen world

It is true I have no job
No salary I live nor by my parents like a tanguy
But what can I do against this world
Becoming one these extremists that take stone against the police?

No only staying in my bed
Trying to live and ease the pain
To not have place anywhere
To feel very often useless
To feel weak and nevertheless
Keep a smile on my face 

Beginning of a routinous day

I am nor in the clouds of the dreams
I woke up too early
I feared to not wake up at 8am
I just try to occupy myself

I hear radio
Took my first coffee
Then pick up my computer

What?
Is that not the sign of a routinous day?

Maybe or not
Wake up to early can be deadly
To the cloud's dreamer