Romantic poem 14 letter to a friend

My heart is so heavy
That a bag full of stones
Is a good comparision
To let you know
How I feel

I burst of rage
As I try to let you go
My heart bleed silently
Why you
Why now?
Why should I stay alone?
Why should I dream but have the right do let my dreams come true?
I prefer leave you
Not because I don't love you
But as I consider you as my soulmate
The friend I never had before

I know he caught your heart
And than nothing will change that
Pardon me mu dearest
To let you go