Devilish me

I need a good beer and music
I need to smile
My heart inside explode
While I do as it didn't

Yeah fighting
Yeah its easy to say

But do you understand what I feel?

My world collapse
I try to give my utmost to others

I feel loosing my mind
My thoughts as darker than ink
I cannot change what ever was
In my deeper character

Let me be...
Let me be.....

I need a ray of light
An hope and help
My devilish side keep me angry
I get back anxiety
Sometimes I just want to put all away
Saying why me!?

Just let me be...
Let me be...