Where would I be without you?

♩ ♪ ♫ ♬ ♭ ♮Every Moment-Bluntedbeatz♩ ♪ ♫ ♬ ♭ ♮

Sometimes I want to desappear
I am drowing dear
Pain too deep

Where would I be without you?

Sometimes I want to smile
But my heart is heavy like a stone
I am in an in between zone

Too hard
Want to give up
 But you are here
Remembering you care

Where would I be without you?
I don't know 


Thanks to be here mom ILY <3

Poem to my american lil sis

♩ ♪ ♫ ♬ ♭ ♮ All for you-Bluntedbeatz ♩ ♪ ♫ ♬ ♭ ♮ ♯

I don't want to loose her
You too
She smile but I know she battle
I cried with her
My...so long time I didn't shed tears with someone

I don't know how you do
To see her come and go to hospital
Lil sis stay strong
She need us to smile and keep fighting

She sometimes say me you get bad time at work
I know it must be intence for you4
You have only one it is her
That raised you up and kept you warm
When you were in bed ill

She is your role model
She is your north
Your confident

It is not blood that create that
It is affection
The deep love a mother give
She wrap me with good words
She miss me as if I met her already
I met her by accident online
As I felt alone
You see my scares are in my head

She connected with me
Her affection has open my heart fully
I accepted to say what bother me

What I want to remember from her
It is her smile and faith
that one day we'll meet again
In a peaceful world free of illness

I don't know if I will do it before...

So please stay yourself
Tell her I love you each and everyday
Before it is too late


To J H-B hey you ...stay strong

Live traces here

Shadows-Bluntedbeatz

I need to live traces here
I need to tell you what I feel
I get overwhelmed by anything

Just stayed all the afternoon under cover
To bear the  unbearable
Nights past to dream bad dreams
Feelings up and downs that...
Yeah I feel dysfonctional some days
I feel so sad when all come back like that pain

I let some words go it is better than nothing
Let out what all is bothering me 

Some don't care
Others do
For those who do
I will go through
I promise you

Last one of September

C'est la mort-The civil wars

Words on pages

The last poem of September

The 30th

What should it say?

9th day of Fall

Nor several to reach winter

Nor years of writing

Each time September end

There are new projects and beginnings

Last poem must celebrate it

Isn't it?

Next morning

Maybe next morning
She'll dance under the leaves falling
Trying to push aside pain
Creating experiences
Writing her reality
Then gloomy days will decrease

Maybe next moring
She'll find a way out
She'll find a way to glow
She'll probably find happiness again

Next morning

A blow

Soft silent blow in the trees
A heart dye among the leaves
A trace
A poem to say goodbye

A blow
You haven't seen coming
A teardrop hidden under make up

A pen that write
A soul that is mindering itself
With the hope to extend

A blow
A blow
Far from all you expected

Maybe tomorrow

♩ ♪ ♫ ♬ ♭ ♮ ♯ South by Prince ♩ ♪ ♫ ♬ ♭ ♮ ♯

Maybe tomorrow will be different. Maybe something will happen and I will get my mood back.
Maybe tomorrow I will get new ideas. Maybe all will be solved without I will be aware of.
Maybe tomorrow all will be different and I won't feel useless anymore.

Maybe tomorrow I will get a smile on my face and get peaceful time too.
Maybe tomorrow some won't say anymore that I am depressed.
Maybe tomorrow I won't feel beeing a weight for anyone.

Maybe tomorrow will bring joy and happiness.