Piece of choice 10

To our lost soul
That cannot breath
To all friends and familly

Death isn't a myth
But a reality we wish hardly
To get as when lost in a forest and we don't find our way back
Surch a lovely pleasure in the midst of clarity
All things said has no more power
They are spread like bubles in the wind
Like flowers petals in the breeze

O how I wish some can understand
My banners and my weapons
Against my wandering soul

How I wish to spent time to do it well
Till my last breath I won't cease

Piece of choice 9

Let my eyes beeing shut
Only for a few minutes
Let me feel the wind on my face
Let me feel sun warming me

Let my eyes beeing shut
To forget everything

Tell my fears to go away
Tell my heart to feel warm and comfortable

Remember me to smile and beeing patient

My heart cries inside but my mask is ready
Darkness invade all my innermost
But none will know it

I am ashamed eachtime it is coming back
But I am not able to say it aloud

Piece of choice 8

You said power is to the braves
But sometimes the braves feel tired
Till their skeleton they fought
And their eyes are no more shining

O my dear
You know I wish to get better
But I also want to give up
I am not able to do as before
I just want to surrender
To the sun of my English Garden

O how I wish to feel differently
How my heart ache saying those things
But now I am a lady no more this 16 years old child
Only my feelings remain the sqme
Why saying thqt relentless pain?
Why should I tell this?

Maybe only to stay alive and breathing

Piece of choice 7

The lake of the innocence
Darken in cloud of numbness

The way of the road
Full of despair and anxieties
My cold hands search my pockets
As I forget my gloves
The trees letted go their leaves
Life has up and down
But staying alive is essential
Against the dark clouds of my thoughts
But my life seems to be running as a machine
Letting the despair come and go

O how I miss my old self and life
When I could be innocent and young
Happy and movable 
Having a craving for travel and languages

My old self is dead
Where is the new one?

Piece of choice 6

Tell me why I feel so much. Tell me why I should live among people who don't care.

I am scared to make foolish things as I often say. I should have let go at that time even I wanted to live furiously.

I was young and got so much to do. I want abroad talked languages eat foreign recepes got new friends.

O how I am stupid to want to let go all that things I love.

Piece of choice 5

I cannot stop to write
I cannot stop this catharsis
This is like a breath
A deep breath

I cannot forget
I cannot miss to express
I cannot tell
It is so intense

I cannot tell you
What's running in my head
I cannot think
Without telling

But sometimes it's harsh
It is so deep and cutting
Full of intensity

Piece of choice 4: When the dark extend

When the dar extend its light outside
The sound of heartbits and lives rythm in silence
Wherever and whatever you live
Remember that like is the most important thing you posess

Smile dream write take a coffee
And most of all live with courage

When the dark extend its light outside
Give yourself light to warm others
Not forgetting what happeneed but following your way
Despite stupidity of some individuals

When the darl extend its light outside
Remind yourself to shine